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A question

I wonder what it is I’m running from, if anything.

When younger, it was parents, school, self-disappointment, the rural, freeways. Then whatever was objectionable and squelching from the last job.

I enjoyed the rented rooms, walking streets alone, the slow time of writing letters on paper.  I was engaged in appropriate suffering.

Things and I are different now. What I want in the external world comes from different motivation, leads to different ends. Sometimes you have to go there to be here, and sometimes you don’t.

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One comment on “A question

  1. In a way, I envy the freshness of what you are experiencing. Sometimes I get up and feel that every morning is the same and that I am stuck in a holding pattern. I think of the past and begin to feel suffocated by it. I hope that you gain a new perspective and direction and you savor the experience.

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